Blazer's Mom
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In 4 hours... I will helping my boy, Blazer, to the bridge. I tried to take him on Monday...but as we were walking out of the house, I freaked out... I needed more time with him. So today, I am praying I have the strength to let him go. He is 18 years old...has been with me half of my life. Thru one marriage and divorce...then just with me...and for the past 10 years he has been with my current hubby and me. He has had several strokes, loss of sight in one eye, hearing is going, only able to hold his bowels some of the time... he sleeps 23.5 hours/day...and only wakes up because we wake him to eat/drink/pee/poo. It's time... and I know it. He has arthritis in his back...but isn't in severe pain. I just put my newfie down a few months ago because of his bone cancer. It's just difficult to loose two babies in such a short time. I will be forever grateful to have had Blazer in my life. He is an amazing boy....and quite a beautiful one if I may say so myself.
Hug your babies as often as possible....for one day they will be gone and it will be too late.
Hug your babies as often as possible....for one day they will be gone and it will be too late.